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I'm sick.
Too much shellfish.

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If my body doesn't do well
with the diet here,

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that'll make me pull out.

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Ugh.

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I don't know if I'm done yet.

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Weather is the hardest on you,
psychologically and physically.

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It's just relentless.

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You would just knock yourself

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in the head with a rock
to escape it.

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When the weather's like this,
you just get to the point

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where you just don't want
to be out here anymore.

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My gear is growing mold.

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I've been wet for so long--

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That's bad news.

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See the mold?
That's not good.

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The wind's probably blowing,

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like, 40, 50 miles an hour
through the trees, at least.

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The temperature's dropping.

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The sky looks evil.

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'Tis some visitor entreating
entrance at my chamber door.

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This is gonna be a bitch.

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We have to film it,
and we're totally alone.

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Nobody knows what it's like here

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except for the ten guys
out here doing it.

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Time to get shelter.

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There's nobody here but me.

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This is so
hard doing this alone.

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I'm scared to death right now.

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I feel like I'm starving.

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Pretty sure I just saw a cougar.

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Oh,.

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The last man
standing wins $500,000.

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I don't want to go home.
I want to win.

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This is the
chance in a lifetime,

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but it's not worth dying over.

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♪ ♪

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I have kind of
a story about last night.

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It's midnight,
and I'm kind of half awake,

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and I hear this rustle.

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And I look over,

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and there's a mouse just, like,
hanging out on my rain jacket.

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And it just, like,
ran away into the forest.

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And I was thinking,

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"Hmm, I've been out here
for a long time.

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I am not above eating mice
at the moment."

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So I figure,

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there's a really good trap
that I know that is really

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good for rodents and such.

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I think I'm gonna set a few, see
if I can get some mice to eat,

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and--it'd be nice
to have some meat.

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I didn't know how hard it would
be, just not having enough food.

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I've never, ever
been so hungry in my life.

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What we're gonna do,

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is we're gonna
carve a Paiute deadfall trap.

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It's a trap that's used a lot
in the Southwest United States.

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It's really highly effective.

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Instant kill.

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Very humane as well.

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I figure I'm probably better
at trapping and hunting

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than I am at fishing,
anyhow, so...

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might as well put
this line to good use.

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Just tie it on here.

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Now we make the trigger.

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You want to carve
a nice little tiny piece,

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almost rectangle-shaped,
a little tab,

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and it's got to be real nice
and flat on both ends.

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That's what we tie
our string to.

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Now we can really see
this trap coming to life.

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This rests right here,

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stone goes right there,

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and the stick pulls around,
trigger goes like so.

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Perfect, actually.

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Now we've got our trigger stick.

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All the pieces...

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made just right might
get us some food tonight.

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I take life very seriously,
and my family very seriously.

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I take Mother Nature
very seriously.

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But I don't take
myself very seriously.

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Mentally, I'm pretty tough.

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As far as my mind-set goes,
I kind of view success

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as stumbling
from failure to failure

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without a loss in enthusiasm.

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I would be so dead right now
if I was an animal.

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Bad things can happen to you,

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but don't let your mind-set
dwell on that.

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Try to stay focused
on the good things.

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Try to kind of ration

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the good things
that happen to me, and--

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Aha.

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Got it.
One trap.

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Bunch more to go
if I want a decent trapline.

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I rarely ever lose enthusiasm
over something.

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It takes a lot
of breaking me down for me to--

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before I actually break,

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and before I actually
admit defeat on things.

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I can fail and fail and fail
over again,

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and just keep on going
and keep on trying my best.

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Ha-ha, this is perfect.

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This is a perfect setup.

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Very, very sensitive trigger.

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Can't even see them on camera.

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I've got all these bloody spots
in my hands,

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all these little nicks
everywhere.

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But hopefully,
it results in food tomorrow.

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But we'll keep going, you know,
we'll keep pushing through.

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Keep pushing.

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♪ ♪

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Today is all about fishing,

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nothing else.

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The weather's nice.

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I'm gonna go down there
and throw some lines in.

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Probably use the floats
that I found yesterday,

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and create some, like, trotline.

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Found a float.

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You just never
know what's gonna wash up.

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More things that potentially
could yield food.

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There has to be
some fish out there.

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What I'm aiming to do
is make a trotline,

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which is basically a line

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that runs along the surface
with floats,

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and then hanging off it,
down into the water,

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are lines with more hooks on it.

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And so that way
you have six hooks

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or more fishing for you while
you're not actually present.

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I need to find sustainable ways
to bring in calories,

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and so far, I haven't.

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If this starts
to pull in food for me,

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this'll mean huge rewards.

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This'll be a big deal.

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Okay.

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I do feel
like I have a place here.

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That doesn't necessarily mean
that I feel experienced here

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or knowledgeable.

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I don't know all the secrets
to the land,

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and how to obtain food.

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So I'm trying to listen.

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I think the land will teach you.

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I have to learn the secrets
of this area

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to make it work for me.

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And between each one of these,
I'll put one or two lines.

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I've got some snails
that I gathered for bait

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and a few other things,

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and just let them sit out there
and see what happens.

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♪ ♪

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So first things first,

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today we're gonna check
the traps just here around camp.

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Field mouse traps.

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Trap number one, not triggered.

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Trap number two, triggered.

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Nothing.

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But the bait
wasn't taken, so that's good.

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Looking around the other traps,

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not triggered,

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but the bait was taken,

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then also not triggered
but the bait was taken.

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Hope for better luck tomorrow.

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There's no way to explain
how tough this is.

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You're just hungry all the time,

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all day you're just hungry.

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You just want
a little something.

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I've spent my entire adult life

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living off of pizza
and pizza rolls,

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a healthy balance
of those two foods.

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Being out here with no food
is really hurting me bad, bad.

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Ow.

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Golly, that hurts.

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Knuckle buster.

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Man, this is all really
just so draining.

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It wears you out so much.

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♪ ♪

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The local people we talked to,

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when we told them
what we were gonna do,

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they actually
laughed out loud at us.

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They were like,

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"Oh, you picked the wrong time
of year," you know?

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And we did, in a sense,

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because in the forest,
there's not a whole lot for you.

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There's no berries,
there's not the animal movements

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that you normally have,
all the plants and stuff.

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It's not like it's gonna
be in the spring.

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So it pushes you
out to the seashore.

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That's kind of
where the resources are at.

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Oh, let's see.

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Man, I got some holes
in this net

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that are gonna have to be fixed,
that's for sure.

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Nothing.

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Not even a single solitary crab.

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So the shoreline,
a bit of a strikeout today.

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Nothing in the gill net.

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So I have a couple of plastic
bottles just found on the beach,

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washed up, and I'm gonna
build some fish traps.

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So I take the cap off,

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take your knife,

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and select a space.

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Since this bottle has ridges,

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I use those to lock the cap
when I turn it back in.

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There's one, two, three,
four ridges, so I go two in,

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and then put the tip
of my knife there gently,

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and then just cut
all the way around that.

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Try to keep it straight.

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Just like that.

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And then,

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once you get the top off...

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You just spin it around

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and force it
back into the opening.

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Kind of like that.

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Then those ridges
that are in this bottle

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will actually help
lock that in, I think.

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00:11:37,521 --> 00:11:38,789
See?

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00:11:38,822 --> 00:11:42,122
So now the fish
goes in through the neck,

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and gets confused
as how to get back out.

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I've heard of people catching
prawns in similar traps.

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So I'm not looking for big fish,
obviously.

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Basically,
this is a bait catcher.

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This is gonna catch me bait.

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Tide's coming in,
so I'm gonna go ahead

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and put these things out

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in this tidal pool area.

219
00:12:00,923 --> 00:12:04,090
Try to lock them down
with rocks and see what happens.

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00:12:08,324 --> 00:12:11,358
Kind of make an artificial cave,

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a place where a
fish would feel safe.

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00:12:14,523 --> 00:12:17,425
Think I'm gonna do these
other two in this tidal pool.

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Very slippy.

224
00:12:20,458 --> 00:12:23,359
They got some kind
of green slime growing here

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that's like Teflon.

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00:12:29,858 --> 00:12:31,626
I think I'm gonna
do one facing one way

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and one facing the other.

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Push comes to shove,

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whatever gets caught
in these little traps

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can also be food.

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Yeah.

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I think that'll work.

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♪ ♪

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00:13:06,561 --> 00:13:09,095
My main issue right now

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is a stable food source,

236
00:13:10,928 --> 00:13:14,195
'cause if you can't
find food security,

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then you're done.

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On my way
to go check my gill net.

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00:13:20,696 --> 00:13:22,929
I hope I got a fish in it.

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00:13:22,962 --> 00:13:28,063
That'd be a great start
of a day right there.

241
00:13:28,096 --> 00:13:29,463
I don't know.

242
00:13:29,496 --> 00:13:32,830
Might just be a piece
of seaweed hanging.

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00:13:32,863 --> 00:13:36,164
I'll check it out.

244
00:13:36,197 --> 00:13:38,164
You know,
I'm not messing around.

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00:13:38,197 --> 00:13:39,364
I want food.

246
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I want to eat.

247
00:13:40,731 --> 00:13:42,797
It's just all about food.

248
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Food, every day.

249
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If I can't find food,
I have to leave.

250
00:13:48,897 --> 00:13:50,065
I don't want that to happen.

251
00:13:50,098 --> 00:13:52,264
I've got a fish in my net.

252
00:13:52,297 --> 00:13:53,965
It's a good size fish,

253
00:13:53,998 --> 00:13:56,132
but I don't know
if I want to eat this guy.

254
00:13:56,165 --> 00:13:57,498
It might be old.

255
00:13:57,531 --> 00:14:01,700
But it's also been freezing out,
so he might be okay.

256
00:14:01,732 --> 00:14:03,932
We'll check him out.

257
00:14:03,965 --> 00:14:06,132
This thing reeks.

258
00:14:06,165 --> 00:14:07,332
I haven't even cut it open.

259
00:14:07,365 --> 00:14:09,800
Its eyes are kind
of looking weird.

260
00:14:09,833 --> 00:14:12,832
Its skin is just,
like, wearing away.

261
00:14:12,865 --> 00:14:14,333
Look at that.
Yep.

262
00:14:14,366 --> 00:14:16,900
The meat's rotten.

263
00:14:16,933 --> 00:14:19,933
That's a bummer, man.

264
00:14:19,966 --> 00:14:22,500
That's--that's awful.

265
00:14:22,533 --> 00:14:24,900
That's awful,
that sucks because

266
00:14:24,933 --> 00:14:27,501
I missed out
on an incredible meal,

267
00:14:27,534 --> 00:14:31,602
and this fish was killed

268
00:14:31,635 --> 00:14:35,068
and I didn't, you know,
get to harvest it

269
00:14:35,101 --> 00:14:39,834
and honor it properly
and eat it and enjoy it.

270
00:14:39,867 --> 00:14:42,502
I just--
I don't know.

271
00:14:42,535 --> 00:14:44,201
I'm just very troubled today

272
00:14:44,234 --> 00:14:49,035
because of all these things
going on in my mind.

273
00:14:49,068 --> 00:14:50,802
This would be
a different situation

274
00:14:50,835 --> 00:14:54,102
if I had four salmon right now.

275
00:14:58,270 --> 00:15:04,136
I just don't want
to be here anymore.

276
00:15:07,169 --> 00:15:13,837
♪ ♪

277
00:15:13,870 --> 00:15:15,437
I dropped a trotline

278
00:15:15,470 --> 00:15:17,805
with about five or six lines
coming off it

279
00:15:17,838 --> 00:15:20,271
that are fishing
for me right now,

280
00:15:20,304 --> 00:15:21,805
so I'm gonna set up my boat

281
00:15:21,838 --> 00:15:24,205
and go cruise around that rocky
point and see what's going on.

282
00:15:24,238 --> 00:15:25,705
Time is of the essence.

283
00:15:25,738 --> 00:15:28,005
The currents
are shifting as we speak,

284
00:15:28,038 --> 00:15:31,205
and if I get caught out in them,
it's dangerous.

285
00:15:31,238 --> 00:15:33,239
Just get them working.

286
00:15:33,272 --> 00:15:35,938
It's all about having
food production out here.

287
00:15:35,971 --> 00:15:38,207
And if I don't work,
then it's not happening.

288
00:15:44,539 --> 00:15:46,273
Let's go for a ride.

289
00:15:49,473 --> 00:15:51,273
Oh, yeah.

290
00:15:53,439 --> 00:15:56,240
Boy, that's different.

291
00:16:00,840 --> 00:16:03,407
I'm making a beeline
towards my--

292
00:16:03,440 --> 00:16:06,641
towards my fishing lines.

293
00:16:13,108 --> 00:16:16,075
How's it going, buoys?

294
00:16:18,742 --> 00:16:20,609
No hits or nothing.

295
00:16:20,642 --> 00:16:22,809
There's not even snags
or not even a bite.

296
00:16:24,842 --> 00:16:27,408
It's one thing
when you don't get a fish

297
00:16:27,441 --> 00:16:30,010
when you're fishing for fun,

298
00:16:30,042 --> 00:16:32,142
and it's another thing
when you don't get a fish

299
00:16:32,175 --> 00:16:35,410
when you don't have
much for food.

300
00:16:35,443 --> 00:16:36,909
It's kind of--

301
00:16:36,942 --> 00:16:38,543
it's kind of a downer.

302
00:16:38,576 --> 00:16:43,477
And as much as I'd like to say
that, like, I'm always strong

303
00:16:43,510 --> 00:16:48,043
or always optimistic,
the reality is that I'm not.

304
00:16:48,076 --> 00:16:51,011
Putting all those lines
in the water

305
00:16:51,044 --> 00:16:53,044
and not even having,
like, a little bite,

306
00:16:53,077 --> 00:16:56,111
just took my confidence level
and just--

307
00:17:05,677 --> 00:17:06,978
Ugh.

308
00:17:32,014 --> 00:17:34,547
It's just so hard
doing this alone.

309
00:17:37,648 --> 00:17:41,315
This would be
so much better with a friend.

310
00:17:55,148 --> 00:17:58,616
And nobody knows
when we're gonna be done.

311
00:18:04,282 --> 00:18:06,849
I don't want to spend--

312
00:18:07,950 --> 00:18:08,917
Christmas out here.

313
00:18:10,216 --> 00:18:11,984
I want to spend it
with the people I care about.

314
00:18:15,583 --> 00:18:17,783
Or even Thanksgiving.

315
00:18:22,517 --> 00:18:26,051
Eating seaweed
stewed up.

316
00:18:34,385 --> 00:18:36,818
There's just no end in sight.

317
00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:43,485
I just feel so alone.

318
00:18:52,918 --> 00:19:00,920
♪ ♪

319
00:19:11,754 --> 00:19:13,721
I think now's the time.

320
00:19:13,754 --> 00:19:19,722
The tide has went out enough
that I can check my fish traps.

321
00:19:19,755 --> 00:19:23,421
I mean, ideally,
you want to set a lot of traps,

322
00:19:23,454 --> 00:19:26,089
but I didn't make that many.

323
00:19:26,122 --> 00:19:28,055
I just made
three different.

324
00:19:28,088 --> 00:19:29,522
And if it doesn't hit,

325
00:19:29,555 --> 00:19:31,655
I'll just make more of them
and change up the location.

326
00:19:31,688 --> 00:19:35,056
It's just a process.
So this is step one.

327
00:19:35,088 --> 00:19:38,856
Check the fish traps
and see how they did.

328
00:19:42,756 --> 00:19:47,489
Let's see what we have
in the first one.

329
00:19:48,822 --> 00:19:51,724
Kind of cloudy water there.

330
00:19:51,757 --> 00:19:54,757
Pour some of that out.

331
00:19:54,790 --> 00:19:57,323
I'd say--

332
00:19:57,356 --> 00:19:58,857
I'd say that's a success.

333
00:20:00,957 --> 00:20:04,358
Into the pot they go,

334
00:20:04,391 --> 00:20:05,825
and there we have it.

335
00:20:05,858 --> 00:20:07,524
So now I'm gonna
take this piece of trash

336
00:20:07,557 --> 00:20:11,259
that just fed me
and put it right back,

337
00:20:11,292 --> 00:20:13,391
so it can feed me again.

338
00:20:13,424 --> 00:20:16,525
And here's another
piece of trash.

339
00:20:16,558 --> 00:20:19,425
Oh, look at that.

340
00:20:19,458 --> 00:20:23,792
Look at that,
ladies and gentlemen.

341
00:20:23,825 --> 00:20:25,826
Yet another success story.

342
00:20:25,859 --> 00:20:29,826
The repurposing of trash

343
00:20:29,859 --> 00:20:30,892
for sustenance.

344
00:20:30,925 --> 00:20:33,360
Into the pot they go.

345
00:20:33,393 --> 00:20:36,094
That is starting to look
like breakfast,

346
00:20:36,127 --> 00:20:37,327
brunch, what have you.

347
00:20:37,360 --> 00:20:39,527
We still have a couple more.

348
00:20:41,760 --> 00:20:43,693
Oh, another success story.

349
00:20:43,726 --> 00:20:46,628
Into the pot they go.

350
00:20:46,661 --> 00:20:48,095
Now that's fish soup,
right there.

351
00:20:48,128 --> 00:20:49,794
One went back to freedom.

352
00:20:49,827 --> 00:20:51,128
That's fine.
That's okay.

353
00:20:51,161 --> 00:20:52,694
Now, that's survival, people.

354
00:20:52,727 --> 00:20:54,628
That's payoff right there.

355
00:20:54,661 --> 00:20:58,062
That's payday.

356
00:20:58,094 --> 00:21:01,028
That's life.

357
00:21:01,061 --> 00:21:03,429
That's life-giving
nutrients right there.

358
00:21:03,462 --> 00:21:05,262
Vitamins and minerals.

359
00:21:05,295 --> 00:21:08,162
Eyes, bones, I'm getting it all.

360
00:21:08,195 --> 00:21:10,229
I'm getting it all.

361
00:21:13,262 --> 00:21:20,863
♪ ♪

362
00:21:20,896 --> 00:21:22,197
We have a saying
where I come from,

363
00:21:22,230 --> 00:21:24,796
"You got to make hay
while the sun shines."

364
00:21:24,829 --> 00:21:26,230
So I'm getting it right now,

365
00:21:26,263 --> 00:21:30,197
and this is the time to act
and make a run for some food.

366
00:21:30,230 --> 00:21:32,297
I need to make
that happen for myself,

367
00:21:32,330 --> 00:21:34,732
'cause I am not done yet.

368
00:21:34,765 --> 00:21:38,031
Hungry for fishies.

369
00:21:40,231 --> 00:21:41,498
Time is of the essence.

370
00:21:41,531 --> 00:21:45,365
Every day without fish
or protein from the sea

371
00:21:45,398 --> 00:21:50,865
is a day that
I can't stay out here as long.

372
00:21:50,898 --> 00:21:54,532
So I'm paddling
right towards my trotline,

373
00:21:54,565 --> 00:22:00,233
and I want that thing to be full
of juicy, juicy, juicy fish.

374
00:22:01,766 --> 00:22:05,367
I only see one
buoy system right now...

375
00:22:07,099 --> 00:22:08,500
Which means...

376
00:22:09,667 --> 00:22:10,700
The other one...

377
00:22:13,667 --> 00:22:15,034
Disappeared?

378
00:22:17,166 --> 00:22:20,534
So something's
happened to my lines,

379
00:22:20,567 --> 00:22:24,935
because there's only one man
standing over here.

380
00:22:27,434 --> 00:22:30,569
Oh, there's seaweed on it.

381
00:22:30,602 --> 00:22:32,368
Oh, what a mess.

382
00:22:42,268 --> 00:22:45,602
Whoa.

383
00:22:45,635 --> 00:22:46,603
I got a fish.

384
00:22:49,102 --> 00:22:53,436
I got a fish.

385
00:22:53,469 --> 00:22:55,837
Awesome.

386
00:22:55,870 --> 00:22:58,670
I'm gonna get breakfast, buddy.

387
00:22:58,703 --> 00:23:01,671
That was the coolest surprise
in the world.

388
00:23:01,704 --> 00:23:05,571
And I didn't even
catch him by his mouth.

389
00:23:05,604 --> 00:23:07,670
I caught him by his gill.

390
00:23:10,537 --> 00:23:12,538
I'm feeling like those lines
out there are actually

391
00:23:12,571 --> 00:23:15,071
gonna do some good,

392
00:23:15,104 --> 00:23:19,105
and I'm gonna put another one
out tomorrow.

393
00:23:19,138 --> 00:23:22,839
The fact that I got one fish
just made my day.

394
00:23:25,972 --> 00:23:29,972
I didn't really debone it,
I'm just gonna eat it as is.

395
00:23:30,005 --> 00:23:32,740
Too hungry,
too much work.

396
00:23:35,339 --> 00:23:37,173
Oh man, I've been missing this.

397
00:23:38,672 --> 00:23:41,007
It's easy
to be grateful for things here,

398
00:23:41,040 --> 00:23:42,840
'cause things are scarce.

399
00:23:42,873 --> 00:23:44,106
But once I go back,

400
00:23:44,139 --> 00:23:49,973
I really hope
I hang on to my gratitude.

401
00:23:50,006 --> 00:23:51,807
Mm, that's good.

402
00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:53,375
I think some part of me

403
00:23:53,408 --> 00:23:57,241
will always remember
this moment.

404
00:23:57,274 --> 00:23:59,274
You can't really forget
stuff like this very easy.

405
00:24:03,341 --> 00:24:06,575
That's perfect.

406
00:24:09,608 --> 00:24:16,276
♪ ♪

407
00:24:22,809 --> 00:24:24,975
I can't believe
this is happening.

408
00:24:25,008 --> 00:24:27,776
This is a very big deal.

409
00:24:30,276 --> 00:24:33,810
My net is gone.

410
00:24:33,843 --> 00:24:37,577
I don't know
if it was taken by the tide,

411
00:24:37,610 --> 00:24:39,511
or if it was taken by an animal.

412
00:24:39,544 --> 00:24:40,777
I can't believe this happened.

413
00:24:40,810 --> 00:24:42,844
I was worried about
the current taking it yesterday,

414
00:24:42,877 --> 00:24:47,011
that's why I put
those rock piles yesterday.

415
00:24:48,044 --> 00:24:49,578
Oh, my god.

416
00:24:49,611 --> 00:24:52,778
It has floats and weights,
so if the current

417
00:24:52,811 --> 00:24:55,745
plus the high tide was
enough to lift it high enough,

418
00:24:55,778 --> 00:24:57,445
it could have lifted the stakes.

419
00:24:57,478 --> 00:25:00,246
Then it would have just
floated right out.

420
00:25:00,279 --> 00:25:03,779
My net could be
anywhere right now.

421
00:25:06,779 --> 00:25:10,947
This is very bad.

422
00:25:10,980 --> 00:25:12,812
That cut me off
from my food source.

423
00:25:12,845 --> 00:25:14,813
I mean, it's that simple.

424
00:25:14,846 --> 00:25:16,712
I'm gonna walk
around a little bit,

425
00:25:16,745 --> 00:25:19,480
pray it got hung up
on rocks or something.

426
00:25:21,713 --> 00:25:25,414
It's, like,
my main food source right now,

427
00:25:25,447 --> 00:25:27,713
and I'm really behind
on calories.

428
00:25:27,746 --> 00:25:28,781
Oh, my god.

429
00:25:28,814 --> 00:25:30,281
This is so bad.

430
00:25:33,614 --> 00:25:36,914
A net is massively powerful
in this environment.

431
00:25:36,947 --> 00:25:40,081
Able to catch multiple fish
and crabs

432
00:25:40,114 --> 00:25:41,382
and do it all by itself.

433
00:25:41,415 --> 00:25:42,648
You just set it up
and walk away.

434
00:25:42,681 --> 00:25:45,348
You come back
and there's food.

435
00:25:45,381 --> 00:25:47,782
And that's gone.

436
00:25:47,815 --> 00:25:49,615
It's incredibly crushing.

437
00:25:49,648 --> 00:25:52,382
If I can't produce any fish

438
00:25:52,415 --> 00:25:54,049
I'm done.

439
00:25:54,082 --> 00:25:57,017
♪ ♪

440
00:26:03,916 --> 00:26:11,851
♪ ♪

441
00:26:21,318 --> 00:26:23,085
The fish traps were a hit.

442
00:26:24,384 --> 00:26:28,219
The little bottles
packed full of stuff.

443
00:26:28,252 --> 00:26:30,652
I've been thinking,
since the fish traps

444
00:26:30,685 --> 00:26:33,019
on a small scale
are so successful,

445
00:26:33,052 --> 00:26:36,085
I think I'm gonna try
to go for a bigger one.

446
00:26:36,118 --> 00:26:38,486
♪ ♪

447
00:26:38,519 --> 00:26:40,185
One thing that I'm really
getting from this

448
00:26:40,218 --> 00:26:41,919
is the psychology of survival.

449
00:26:41,952 --> 00:26:44,119
It's amazing what you can do.

450
00:26:44,152 --> 00:26:46,253
Things that you didn't
think that you could do

451
00:26:46,286 --> 00:26:50,153
or things
that you actually can endure

452
00:26:50,186 --> 00:26:53,720
that in our air-conditioned,
climate-controlled,

453
00:26:53,753 --> 00:26:58,254
swipe-the-card lives,
we really don't have to.

454
00:26:58,287 --> 00:27:00,086
And I think that's
detrimental to a human.

455
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:02,254
I think we're designed
and capable

456
00:27:02,287 --> 00:27:05,388
to do way more than what we do.

457
00:27:05,421 --> 00:27:08,721
And the only way
to really discover that

458
00:27:08,754 --> 00:27:11,855
is to get out there and do it.

459
00:27:11,888 --> 00:27:15,921
The wilderness is
a good place to start that.

460
00:27:17,455 --> 00:27:21,589
A whole lot of work for a fish.

461
00:27:21,622 --> 00:27:24,522
This is probably my seventh trip

462
00:27:24,555 --> 00:27:27,756
of carrying materials
for that fish basket,

463
00:27:27,789 --> 00:27:30,856
and we're nowhere near done.

464
00:27:32,323 --> 00:27:36,423
So the next time you order fish

465
00:27:36,456 --> 00:27:37,923
at your local restaurant,

466
00:27:37,956 --> 00:27:40,257
remember this lesson.

467
00:27:42,057 --> 00:27:45,690
So I'm gonna go ahead
and start on the fish trap.

468
00:27:45,723 --> 00:27:49,858
I think some hoops
are in order, first thing.

469
00:27:49,891 --> 00:27:52,558
See, that bends up pretty nice.

470
00:27:56,624 --> 00:27:58,691
I need to try to envision that.

471
00:27:58,724 --> 00:28:00,125
Okay, here's my hoop.

472
00:28:00,158 --> 00:28:03,258
Got my sticks.

473
00:28:06,658 --> 00:28:08,725
Fish comes in,
there's a cone here,

474
00:28:08,758 --> 00:28:11,258
dropping down
to a small opening.

475
00:28:11,291 --> 00:28:14,626
The fish goes in,

476
00:28:14,659 --> 00:28:16,959
then he's got dead space here,
and he can't get out.

477
00:28:16,992 --> 00:28:18,393
But we'll see.

478
00:28:18,426 --> 00:28:20,526
Who knows what'll
show up in this thing?

479
00:28:22,826 --> 00:28:25,893
This is largely
experimental for me.

480
00:28:25,926 --> 00:28:31,128
I have not done one
just like this type.

481
00:28:34,160 --> 00:28:37,560
♪ ♪

482
00:28:37,593 --> 00:28:38,560
So I got my hoop.

483
00:28:38,593 --> 00:28:40,827
I'm gonna run long pieces down,

484
00:28:40,860 --> 00:28:42,661
and they're gonna
join crisscrossed together

485
00:28:42,694 --> 00:28:45,194
like the top of a teepee.

486
00:28:45,227 --> 00:28:47,295
I just made the smaller loop,

487
00:28:47,328 --> 00:28:49,261
and I'm thinking about

488
00:28:49,294 --> 00:28:51,396
maybe putting it
in here somewhere.

489
00:28:51,429 --> 00:28:53,628
All these other pieces
will tie to it.

490
00:28:53,661 --> 00:28:57,095
That will give it some structure
between this hoop and that hoop.

491
00:28:57,128 --> 00:28:59,162
And then tie the ends together,

492
00:28:59,195 --> 00:29:01,896
just interlocked,
just lash them together.

493
00:29:01,929 --> 00:29:04,996
And then for filler, come in
with some smaller branches

494
00:29:05,029 --> 00:29:07,962
and weave over and under
and over and under

495
00:29:07,995 --> 00:29:09,396
with the sides,
that's what I'll do,

496
00:29:09,429 --> 00:29:10,663
just like that,

497
00:29:10,696 --> 00:29:12,463
with sticks and vines,

498
00:29:12,496 --> 00:29:14,730
where it'll actually
contain fish or whatever.

499
00:29:14,762 --> 00:29:22,498
♪ ♪

500
00:29:22,531 --> 00:29:25,764
You know, first couple of weeks
after I got here,

501
00:29:25,797 --> 00:29:29,031
it was all I could do to just,
you know,

502
00:29:29,064 --> 00:29:34,665
just focus on the basics
and constantly reassess.

503
00:29:34,698 --> 00:29:36,198
And now I just,

504
00:29:36,231 --> 00:29:38,765
I feel like I've come to a place
where it's just life, you know.

505
00:29:38,798 --> 00:29:40,499
I'm just doing it.

506
00:29:40,532 --> 00:29:43,532
Just doing what I have to do
to live out here.

507
00:29:46,098 --> 00:29:48,766
Definitely turning
more spiritual.

508
00:29:48,799 --> 00:29:51,532
My focus is not
so much on the water

509
00:29:51,565 --> 00:29:53,133
and the shelter and the fire
and the food,

510
00:29:53,166 --> 00:29:55,632
'cause I know
I have those things.

511
00:29:55,665 --> 00:30:01,366
You know, it's becoming
more inward-looking.

512
00:30:03,667 --> 00:30:07,534
And it's pretty powerful,

513
00:30:07,567 --> 00:30:11,334
pretty deep, and it's hard
to put into words too.

514
00:30:14,933 --> 00:30:17,068
Whenever my journey ends--

515
00:30:17,101 --> 00:30:20,567
and I don't even know
when that's gonna be.

516
00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:24,669
I've done, you know,

517
00:30:24,702 --> 00:30:29,136
what I came here to do,
as far as--you know,

518
00:30:29,169 --> 00:30:31,602
there's no doubt in my mind
I can survive here.

519
00:30:33,169 --> 00:30:35,969
There'll be a winner, you know,

520
00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:37,336
somebody who stays the longest,

521
00:30:37,369 --> 00:30:38,770
but I don't feel like
I'm competing

522
00:30:38,803 --> 00:30:39,970
against the other guys.

523
00:30:40,003 --> 00:30:43,903
I think we're all competing
against ourself.

524
00:30:43,936 --> 00:30:49,904
Winning is defined differently
for each of us out here.

525
00:30:49,937 --> 00:30:52,770
I think that victory, for me,

526
00:30:52,803 --> 00:30:57,203
would be leaving here
at peace with myself.

527
00:30:57,236 --> 00:31:00,672
And I don't know
what that is yet.

528
00:31:00,705 --> 00:31:02,404
There have been some awakenings

529
00:31:02,437 --> 00:31:05,138
and spiritual things
that have happened.

530
00:31:07,004 --> 00:31:09,104
Sometimes you don't always
like what you see.

531
00:31:09,137 --> 00:31:11,605
Sometimes you become aware
that maybe you need to change

532
00:31:11,638 --> 00:31:14,505
some things.

533
00:31:14,538 --> 00:31:21,472
♪ ♪

534
00:31:21,505 --> 00:31:23,039
Like every other
person out there

535
00:31:23,072 --> 00:31:26,872
that's honest with themselves,
I have my regrets.

536
00:31:26,905 --> 00:31:28,439
I've made my mistakes,

537
00:31:29,872 --> 00:31:32,739
and some of them
are very painful,

538
00:31:32,772 --> 00:31:34,307
very hard to look at,

539
00:31:34,340 --> 00:31:37,440
very hard to relive.

540
00:31:37,473 --> 00:31:40,041
But when you've come out here
in the wild, you have no choice.

541
00:31:40,074 --> 00:31:41,974
They will come bubbling up
to the surface.

542
00:31:42,007 --> 00:31:43,807
There's no suppressing them.

543
00:31:43,840 --> 00:31:47,874
They will come to the fore,
and you have to meet them.

544
00:31:47,907 --> 00:31:50,374
You have to own them.

545
00:31:50,407 --> 00:31:56,108
♪ ♪

546
00:31:56,141 --> 00:31:58,207
My relationship with my son

547
00:31:58,240 --> 00:32:01,442
is one of my things
I wish I could better,

548
00:32:01,475 --> 00:32:03,574
and time's not over with.

549
00:32:03,607 --> 00:32:05,509
God's still merciful.

550
00:32:05,542 --> 00:32:06,742
Things might change.

551
00:32:06,775 --> 00:32:08,809
I'd like to have
more involvement and time

552
00:32:08,842 --> 00:32:10,776
with him, and I've tried a lot,

553
00:32:10,809 --> 00:32:15,143
but can only do so much
from one end, you know?

554
00:32:15,176 --> 00:32:19,109
People make mistakes.

555
00:32:19,142 --> 00:32:26,110
♪ ♪

556
00:32:26,143 --> 00:32:27,511
I think we're good.

557
00:32:27,544 --> 00:32:29,710
I mean, I look at this thing
and I really don't see

558
00:32:29,743 --> 00:32:32,477
anything escaping
out of here that would matter.

559
00:32:32,510 --> 00:32:35,010
That thing is pretty solid.

560
00:32:35,043 --> 00:32:39,444
You know, it's got some holes,
but it's all small,

561
00:32:39,477 --> 00:32:44,045
and anything that would get
through these openings,

562
00:32:44,078 --> 00:32:45,278
you know, it's the kind of stuff

563
00:32:45,311 --> 00:32:47,145
that I'm already getting
in my little trap,

564
00:32:47,178 --> 00:32:48,912
so no loss, really.

565
00:32:48,945 --> 00:32:51,445
And I don't want to trap
every little fish out of there.

566
00:32:51,478 --> 00:32:54,478
I want--you know,
I don't want to do any damage

567
00:32:54,511 --> 00:32:58,346
to the population
of anything here.

568
00:32:58,379 --> 00:33:02,446
So this is where we are
on the funneling,

569
00:33:02,479 --> 00:33:03,880
channeling structure.

570
00:33:03,913 --> 00:33:08,080
I feel like, I mean, yeah,
there's a hole or two there,

571
00:33:08,113 --> 00:33:11,813
but I see no reason why we
couldn't go ahead and try this.

572
00:33:11,846 --> 00:33:14,247
Now we've got the cone in.

573
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:17,147
There it is in all its glory.

574
00:33:17,180 --> 00:33:19,648
♪ ♪

575
00:33:21,213 --> 00:33:25,981
We'll start to see results
or a lack of result.

576
00:33:26,014 --> 00:33:29,548
There will be fish
or a lack of fish.

577
00:33:29,581 --> 00:33:31,448
Those are the two
possible outcomes.

578
00:33:31,481 --> 00:33:34,482
So I have a 50/50 shot,
which is,

579
00:33:34,515 --> 00:33:38,649
statistically, pretty good.

580
00:33:38,682 --> 00:33:40,815
One thing you learn
when you spend a lot of time

581
00:33:40,848 --> 00:33:44,282
with yourself is that no one's
perfect, especially you.

582
00:33:44,315 --> 00:33:47,349
And this is my dead level best
I can do right now

583
00:33:47,382 --> 00:33:49,183
with a fish trap.

584
00:33:49,216 --> 00:33:51,849
I don't know
what I'm doing with it.

585
00:33:51,882 --> 00:33:53,983
I'm just trying.

586
00:33:54,016 --> 00:33:57,283
That's all you can do is try.

587
00:33:57,316 --> 00:34:01,183
Yeah.

588
00:34:01,216 --> 00:34:04,684
I'm gonna take this home with me
when it's all over.

589
00:34:04,717 --> 00:34:07,217
Could you see me showing up
at the airline with this?

590
00:34:07,249 --> 00:34:09,250
Just put that with
my checked luggage, please.

591
00:34:09,283 --> 00:34:10,617
Thank you.

592
00:34:10,650 --> 00:34:12,450
I wonder if it's ever
happened before,

593
00:34:12,484 --> 00:34:15,551
if anybody's every shown up
with a fish trap.

594
00:34:15,584 --> 00:34:17,685
Put your little name tag on it.

595
00:34:17,718 --> 00:34:20,252
I'm gonna do that,
or try to.

596
00:34:29,951 --> 00:34:37,885
♪ ♪

597
00:34:45,152 --> 00:34:47,019
All righty.

598
00:34:47,052 --> 00:34:50,320
The sun is trying to peek
through, actually, a little bit,

599
00:34:50,354 --> 00:34:51,921
so I've taken off
a couple layers,

600
00:34:51,953 --> 00:34:55,854
and gonna check out
the fish basket

601
00:34:55,887 --> 00:34:57,820
that I put out yesterday.

602
00:34:57,853 --> 00:35:00,888
I've never trapped fish,

603
00:35:00,921 --> 00:35:02,855
so netting them
and trapping them

604
00:35:02,887 --> 00:35:06,322
is all calculated guesses.

605
00:35:06,355 --> 00:35:11,855
Yeah, I'm doing this
with a view toward food.

606
00:35:11,888 --> 00:35:14,355
More food,
different food, variety.

607
00:35:14,388 --> 00:35:17,289
Take what I can get.

608
00:35:17,322 --> 00:35:19,989
Some better than none.

609
00:35:22,255 --> 00:35:27,291
And--

610
00:35:33,690 --> 00:35:36,557
Day one on the fish basket
is a strike.

611
00:35:36,590 --> 00:35:38,891
No joy.

612
00:35:38,923 --> 00:35:42,291
No joy on the fish basket.

613
00:35:42,324 --> 00:35:45,357
You know, I've had successes
and failures with the gill net.

614
00:35:45,390 --> 00:35:49,757
It's been on and off.

615
00:35:49,790 --> 00:35:52,491
So you can't just,
you know, on day one, go,

616
00:35:52,524 --> 00:35:53,958
"Oh, well,
there's nothing in there.

617
00:35:53,991 --> 00:35:55,124
It's a wrap."

618
00:35:55,157 --> 00:35:57,591
You know,
I've got to give it time.

619
00:35:57,624 --> 00:35:59,825
I'ma give it a week and see
if there's any traffic at all.

620
00:35:59,858 --> 00:36:01,625
Let that bait
in there get real funky

621
00:36:01,658 --> 00:36:06,025
and rotten a little bit,
let the smell dissipate.

622
00:36:06,058 --> 00:36:08,327
And then, if nothing,
I'll shoot for deeper water,

623
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,192
you know.

624
00:36:11,225 --> 00:36:12,793
I think the biggest thing

625
00:36:12,826 --> 00:36:16,793
that I took away from making
this thing was the realization

626
00:36:16,826 --> 00:36:21,427
that I'm a lot stronger
than I give myself credit for.

627
00:36:21,460 --> 00:36:24,394
And I think when you do
think you've hit a wall

628
00:36:24,427 --> 00:36:28,294
or found a limit,
it's usually just a mental one,

629
00:36:28,327 --> 00:36:30,328
so you just examine it,
dismiss it, and step over it,

630
00:36:30,360 --> 00:36:31,527
and go to the next one.

631
00:36:31,560 --> 00:36:33,294
And you just keep doing that
over and over.

632
00:36:33,327 --> 00:36:36,495
And there's probably even
no such thing as limits.

633
00:36:38,594 --> 00:36:40,029
Oh.

634
00:36:41,661 --> 00:36:44,228
Madness.

635
00:36:44,261 --> 00:36:47,529
Lots of work went into this.

636
00:36:49,462 --> 00:36:57,396
♪ ♪

637
00:37:01,862 --> 00:37:04,496
None of the traps
were triggered last night.

638
00:37:04,529 --> 00:37:07,763
Maybe it was just because
it was so freaking cold.

639
00:37:07,796 --> 00:37:13,464
I've got of frost all over
everything, including the traps.

640
00:37:14,764 --> 00:37:15,864
Blanketed.

641
00:37:15,897 --> 00:37:18,197
Everything's
blanketed with frost.

642
00:37:18,230 --> 00:37:20,365
Frost is everywhere.

643
00:37:20,398 --> 00:37:21,799
It's cold.

644
00:37:21,831 --> 00:37:24,631
♪ ♪

645
00:37:24,664 --> 00:37:29,198
Nothing positive
to report right now at all.

646
00:37:32,032 --> 00:37:33,632
Nothing positive to report.

647
00:37:33,665 --> 00:37:39,066
I mean, other than
making it another day.

648
00:37:39,099 --> 00:37:41,633
It just gets depressing
after a while, you know.

649
00:37:41,666 --> 00:37:44,633
You think you found something
that's working really well,

650
00:37:44,666 --> 00:37:47,033
and then it fails.

651
00:37:47,066 --> 00:37:50,400
It's almost like
there's no sure way

652
00:37:50,432 --> 00:37:53,866
of doing anything out here.

653
00:37:53,899 --> 00:37:58,766
I guess such a big part of
survival is luck, to an extent.

654
00:37:58,799 --> 00:38:00,300
It has a lot
to do with your skills,

655
00:38:00,333 --> 00:38:03,467
but then there's
a big luck factor involved,

656
00:38:03,500 --> 00:38:06,168
and I've got to be
the least lucky person

657
00:38:06,201 --> 00:38:09,234
on the planet,

658
00:38:09,267 --> 00:38:13,867
at least in regards to survival.

659
00:38:13,900 --> 00:38:18,135
Anyway,
sorry for depressing you.

660
00:38:18,168 --> 00:38:22,235
♪ ♪

661
00:38:22,268 --> 00:38:24,702
The more I stay out here,

662
00:38:24,735 --> 00:38:28,569
the more the urgency for food
kind of increases.

663
00:38:28,602 --> 00:38:30,235
I'm not used
to feeling this way.

664
00:38:30,268 --> 00:38:33,770
I'm not used
to feeling this helpless.

665
00:38:33,803 --> 00:38:37,136
There's nothing I can
really do right now for myself.

666
00:38:37,169 --> 00:38:40,103
There's literally no other way
to get food out here.

667
00:38:40,136 --> 00:38:42,470
There are no wild edibles
out right now.

668
00:38:42,503 --> 00:38:45,904
I have no access to any good
place to fish at the moment.

669
00:38:45,937 --> 00:38:48,871
I've never, ever
been so hungry in my life.

670
00:38:48,904 --> 00:38:51,937
Never.

671
00:38:51,970 --> 00:38:55,237
I'm definitely losing it.

672
00:38:55,270 --> 00:38:57,471
Not good mentally.

673
00:38:57,504 --> 00:39:01,072
I am not good
in the head right now.

674
00:39:01,105 --> 00:39:03,039
♪ ♪

675
00:39:06,004 --> 00:39:08,972
I am not good
in the head right now.

676
00:39:09,005 --> 00:39:16,939
♪ ♪

677
00:39:25,805 --> 00:39:28,107
Morning of day 32.

678
00:39:28,140 --> 00:39:31,139
Another hungry, hungry night.

679
00:39:31,172 --> 00:39:33,174
Pretty hungry.

680
00:39:33,207 --> 00:39:35,274
We're gonna go check the traps.

681
00:39:35,307 --> 00:39:39,507
Hopefully we can find a mouse
or something in there.

682
00:39:39,540 --> 00:39:43,008
It's freezing cold,
so we'll have to do this quick.

683
00:39:43,041 --> 00:39:44,308
Looking around at the traps,

684
00:39:44,341 --> 00:39:48,475
I can just see that only
one of them was triggered.

685
00:39:51,241 --> 00:39:57,208
But this one is
the one that was triggered,

686
00:39:57,241 --> 00:39:59,176
and if we look at
it ever so closely,

687
00:39:59,209 --> 00:40:01,408
that looks like a tail.

688
00:40:01,441 --> 00:40:06,909
Five, four,
three, two, one.

689
00:40:06,942 --> 00:40:09,509
Whammo.

690
00:40:09,542 --> 00:40:15,143
Mousy feast coming right up.

691
00:40:15,176 --> 00:40:19,744
Now, skinning and gutting mice
is not a task

692
00:40:19,777 --> 00:40:21,378
for the faint of heart.

693
00:40:21,411 --> 00:40:23,110
Kind of nice,
it's a big fat one, too.

694
00:40:23,143 --> 00:40:24,777
This guy's got
a lot meat on him.

695
00:40:24,810 --> 00:40:26,778
I freaking hate mice, though.

696
00:40:26,811 --> 00:40:30,945
I like how they taste,
but I hate the animals.

697
00:40:30,978 --> 00:40:35,012
Now comes the hard part,

698
00:40:35,045 --> 00:40:36,511
gutting the beast.

699
00:40:36,544 --> 00:40:37,944
Because you don't want
to pierce any

700
00:40:37,977 --> 00:40:42,079
of those gross internal things.

701
00:40:42,112 --> 00:40:43,645
You don't want
to taint the meat.

702
00:40:43,678 --> 00:40:45,579
It's hard with these
big old gloves on

703
00:40:45,612 --> 00:40:47,678
to actually get down
in there.

704
00:40:47,711 --> 00:40:50,579
But I'm just not tough enough
to do it without gloves yet.

705
00:40:50,612 --> 00:40:55,246
When it's all said and done,
see that little guy?

706
00:40:55,279 --> 00:40:57,213
Hardly even looks like a mouse.

707
00:40:57,246 --> 00:41:00,880
Just a delicious piece of meat.

708
00:41:07,581 --> 00:41:09,747
In a few minutes,
we'll be good to go.

709
00:41:09,780 --> 00:41:12,214
Cooking in the shelter
can be really frustrating.

710
00:41:12,247 --> 00:41:14,613
Smoke gets all in your eyes,

711
00:41:14,646 --> 00:41:17,981
and you're like, "Ah, gross."

712
00:41:18,014 --> 00:41:19,648
Let's see how
this mousy's doing.

713
00:41:25,281 --> 00:41:26,315
And the mouse is...

714
00:41:29,215 --> 00:41:30,382
Done.

715
00:41:30,415 --> 00:41:32,582
Let's eat him.

716
00:41:35,348 --> 00:41:37,216
It looks so glorious.

717
00:41:37,249 --> 00:41:38,917
Cooked to perfection.

718
00:41:38,950 --> 00:41:42,650
♪ ♪

719
00:41:42,683 --> 00:41:45,283
Mmm.

720
00:41:45,316 --> 00:41:46,883
You could eat the mouse

721
00:41:46,916 --> 00:41:48,017
all day, you see.

722
00:41:48,050 --> 00:41:50,616
It's good.
It's good.

723
00:41:50,649 --> 00:41:53,718
The deep-fried mouse,
it tastes good.

724
00:41:53,751 --> 00:41:58,250
It tastes very good.

725
00:42:00,784 --> 00:42:03,085
Mmm.
Dang.

726
00:42:03,118 --> 00:42:09,085
♪ ♪

727
00:42:09,118 --> 00:42:12,485
I'm super skinny now,

728
00:42:12,518 --> 00:42:16,151
which is a good thing,
I guess.

729
00:42:16,184 --> 00:42:18,386
At least my wife will be happy.

730
00:42:21,418 --> 00:42:24,787
♪ ♪

731
00:42:26,885 --> 00:42:29,753
I'm realizing that maybe
my camp isn't in the best spot.

732
00:42:29,786 --> 00:42:31,286
Food isn't close.

733
00:42:31,319 --> 00:42:32,519
So I'm gonna move the camp,

734
00:42:32,552 --> 00:42:34,754
but I don't have a roof
over my head tonight.

735
00:42:34,787 --> 00:42:35,721
It's so cold.

736
00:42:37,019 --> 00:42:38,986
This environment is so brutal.

737
00:42:39,019 --> 00:42:40,088
It's just ice cold.

738
00:42:40,121 --> 00:42:42,986
My whole plan has gone
out the window.

739
00:42:43,019 --> 00:42:44,121
I started losing it.

740
00:42:44,154 --> 00:42:45,221
I've been out here for so long

741
00:42:45,254 --> 00:42:47,654
and I'm so sick of it.

742
00:42:47,687 --> 00:42:49,688
At this point,
I just want to go home.

743
00:42:49,721 --> 00:42:50,688
It is frigid.

744
00:42:50,721 --> 00:42:51,787
It's the coldest it's been,

745
00:42:51,820 --> 00:42:53,188
and I'm really
thinking to myself,

746
00:42:53,221 --> 00:42:54,188
"What are you doing here?"

747
00:42:54,221 --> 00:42:55,855
I am so over it.

748
00:42:58,888 --> 00:43:00,489
♪ ♪